Again and again I stayed up in my "flat" in Xiamen, resulting in finding that there is a quality of dreaminess to my emotions today, which  keep you from maintaining focus on the task at hand. People are likely to be stubborn and confused and I am  likely to be one of them. It seem as if my mind is actually going in two different directions and I am not sure which way to proceed. Work at trying to incorporate more of my dreams into my waking reality.
     Jesus Christ....